What I want to do for 2010

I want to pray more and serve God in ways I can.
I want to drive again and get my licence back.
I want to go to the Beach with friends again.
I want to go back to Hongkong and do more H&M shopping this time with Resa.
I want to go with Papa in climbing Mt. Apo for my birthday.
I want to buy more books and read more.
I want to party hard again like i did before.
I want my old self back.
I want to finally move forward.

Dear God,

You are the only one I have. Please don't leave me.

Your Child,
Josh

"Sprains Heal and the AfterLife is Real"

I love the way he looks when he’s excited, I love the way his eyes smile, I love the way he talks with confidence, I love the way he makes me feel when Im sad, I love the way he makes me laugh when Im down, I love his voice whenever he tries to sing, I love how he tries to cheer me up…

I hate it that I love so many things about him, and now that he’s gone, I hate it that I still long to love what I just lost…

Friends, sorry for the mess, I am picking up the pieces, let me be whole again…my heart will make it…