The choices we make!

Big or small? Colored or in Black and White?

It's the choices we make.

A Moment to Remember

It was really a good movie suggested by my BFF... from the start to finish, it was something I would watch over and over again...

It made me realize, that love really has its magic, and power...and once the memory is lost, the soul is lost with it... but with love, it will always find its way...

It's a must-see... I hope i can have all the people close to me watch it too.

Mochi Love

I accomplished a lot yesterday and it feels so good...and mochi was like cherry on top of the ice cream... so cute...

This is Just a Good Day!

Today was a good day! for weeks, things are not as good as before... though I am always feeling better, things do not always go as i planned...

But today was a good day! I had one of the best lunch... I cheated on things though... hahaha.

I had World Chicken's Japanese Fried rice and my chicken had mornay cheese... yumyum... and I had coke zero (cheater, ssshhh). hahaha.

for dessert, I think this is the cheapest yet something to die for, the strawberry covered ice cream from Mcdo...yumyum pa din. :)

And to top it all, I am happy for a dear friend, despite the hassle she got from a girl that looks like a frog... hahaha.

Life Roulette

I did this roulette for a reading game requirement. Since I was bored to death yesterday, I decided to do it while I still have the energy to do so...though, it's just a draft... i know it looks pretty good...

Then I wished, that my life has a roulette, and that I have the power to choose the options in it, so if I want something to happen in my life, i can just spin the wheel and that thing will happen... but, It will be just another wish...

I know God will never make that happen... just imagine a life without trials, without problems? boring...isn't it?

Awake Now.

Remember the day when We fist met, you were busy, I was sleepy... You hated my being maarte, and I don't find your being too pre-occupied cool...

Remember the first conversation we had, simple hello, where you from...

Remember the first time we were together with friends, you said you weren't coming, I was happy and surprised you were there... The first text messaged you said you wish you could stay longer and wished we were able to talk...

Remember the long nights of just talking over YM, doodling and the first call you did to tell me you were about to cry because you don't want to fall in love...

Remember the first time we went out, just the two of us, you waited, I was late, but when we saw each other it was just so memorable...

Remember the first time you met my family, you met all of them... in a big party where lola even introduced you as her "new apo"...

Remember the first movie we watched, Unrest, it was boring but we made it through because we were together...

Remember the first time my friends met you, you were silent, but they liked you...

Remember the first time you drove my car, you were nervous because I was nagging...

remember the first time you said I love you, it was the most honest I love you I heard...

And now I remember, maybe it was just a dream, and waking up means you really weren't there...

I loved you so much that I don't know if its still possible to feel this much love again... I am finally awake, I finally gave in to the fact that you and I, we really aren't meant to be...

TAMA NA!

To Myself: enough of feeling bad about everything that happened. you know that all good things come to its end. If a door closes another one will open. And it will not take you eternity to move on and learn to let go. Minahal mo sya ng sobra sobra and nakalimutan mong magtira, kaya... TAMA NA! kc wala ka ng ibibigay pa.

To you: Enough of making me feel bad, if i had done you any harm, I have suffered the consequences already, everyday, I am thinking of you and thinking of you not being with me, and it's like killing myself, so please, let me do my stuff because I am letting you do yours. You have hurt me enough, so TAMA NA, kc wala ng sasakit pa.

The Beauty in letting Go

--- I found this from a friend's page, sort of edited so that it will suit us, who wishes to see that there is beauty in moving on, that it is ok to fail as long as we know how to get up and start a new. Thanks to the one who made it, there is a lot I have learned and realized. ---

One of the reasons why we get so sentimental it’s because memories doesn’t change when everything else does, there are things in life that you can’t hold forever no matter how much you fight for it. Sometimes destiny is not always good, it becomes playful, when you meet someone you learned to love, you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross… but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create? Making you realize in the end that the person you thought was destined for you wasn’t really meant to stay but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you have already fallen.

It’s not easy to know the reason why the person we love has to leave, we might think it’s just an excuse, we might not actually believe , we will blame them, and we will blame ourselves, wemight even get mad, what we don’t see and what we want to think is the fact that it hurts them even more to see someone who doesn’t deserve to be hurt get hurt, especially when they can’t actually state the reason why they have to leave.

You can never own someone who was never yours, so let us stop gripping on things we expect to last forever… Nothing lasts forever. Forever is just a lie. Everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hand put in mind that it is just something borrowed, so that someday when it’s gone it would not take you eternity just to let it go, when your feelings get strong for someone, it’s always wise to stop for a while and give your heart--- a time to breathe, a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship...

Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an illusion… there are times that I wish that I was limited to certain emotions so that I’ll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never have my fragile heart get broken, but the same thing means that I will never know how it feels to love and be loved in return, the thought of it makes me ask what would I rather have? A heart that’s whole but numb or a heart that’s broken but real…

Someday we will all be looking back at those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight. Maybe when that time comes we’ll be laughing at our old dumb selves … realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren’t really meant for us. But I guess learning takes time, and mistakes makes one journey fun… life is what we make it and love makes the world go round so let’s live, love and take whatever pain it brings because it will not only make us better, it will make us whole.

So far...so Good.

Before 2009 ended, I listed down things I want to do for 2010, and from my list, I can say I have been doing pretty well...

I have been spending random but quality moments with the people I love, the friends I miss.

I have been praying better lately, been visiting Baclaran Church every wed. and sometimes St. Jude on Thursday, and been reading verses from my "IConnect" Bible everyday...

I have my license back... and with Caren, i go places. :)

I have finished reading 3 books, and I placed the two on "my fave list" ( For One more day and City of Bones)

For the first month of the year, I can say... So far, So good. :)