Friend: ang tagal tagal na nyan... almost one year na, hindi ka ba napapagod?
Me: ano ka ba, hindi naman ako nagbibilang eh, you know,when you're happy you don't count days, weeks, months or years of waiting, basta you know you're happy... and I am happy, so who cares kung matagal na?
Friend: mapapagod ka din, im sure... itigil mo na kasi yan, mas masaya na dun ka sa taong masaya din for you, at hindi sya yun.
Me: how did you know what's in his heart? hahaha. alam mo, i'd rather take this kind of situation with him, rather than be with someone i'm not going to be happy with forever.
Friend: ayaw mo bang iopen yung heart mo sa iba? madami naman jan that I'm sure will love you the way you deserve...
Me: my heart is always open, but it has always been cautious... you know, i believe that when you trully love a person, you give him yourself, whole-heartedly...and I know the last time I did, I gave my whole heart, yes it was crushed, but the same person who crushed it, molds it back into pieces... in his own ways...
Friend: ang lalim... well, I cannot argue any longer, you love him for real, so much, and I am happy that you do, you are the nicest... kung ako yan, I could have bitched around, but you never did... lucky guy!
Me: hahaha... or rather, lucky me, I got the chance to love him and be loved in return...:)
Friend: kung san ka masaya chong, I am there with you... He has been open to be with us naman.
Me: I know... It'll take time.
Friend: I miss you. Be stronger.
Me: I am. Thank God for this trial. I know how to get up.
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